Monthly Archives: February 2011

If you build it (s)he will come

Music is always playing around me. It feeds my soul. I have a new play list evolving. It’s very girl-centric (so when I end up with a gay son, no-one will be surprised). It is filled with songs of love, … Continue reading

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Thank DOG for puppy love!

Despite having moments wondering how on earth I’m going to do all of this on my own – I am ever so grateful for the undying and unconditional love of my two beautiful dogs. Just holding their fuzzy paws, lying … Continue reading

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Endings and beginnings

Why are they so often intertwined so your heart feels despair and pure joy simultaneously? I am so excited, today is the first day of an incredible chapter of my life, but I wonder how can I be feeling all … Continue reading

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Sperm costs how much?

Simultaneously petrified and excited is how I felt when I got my period in the middle of the night. Now that I have a date of what is hopefully the first day of my last period, and know my average … Continue reading

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Let’s fast forward a few months to the letter

There was a man. An older man. Someone I worked with. Someone on paper I would never have dated. Someone I should never have had a relationship with, not the least because he had also just started a relationship with … Continue reading

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6 months later … a baby step

All I took was a baby step and I feel like I leapt from a cliff. OVERWHELMED leads to MELTDOWN. On Pitt Street. In the city. At peak hour. I felt sick with nerves this morning. Even more than I … Continue reading

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Puppy love

I’d been home from Bali for a few weeks. One day I was helping a friend look for a rescue puppy, a few days later I was staring into Bear’s big chocolate brown eyes falling in love. I couldn’t not. … Continue reading

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