I have spent every available moment in the last few days sorting through all of the clothes and toys Bubba has grown out of.
There have been tears.
All of this was necessary to reclaim some space in our home – but I have been putting it off because it is also facing the reality that Bubba is my one and only. Even though I had hoped I would meet someone in the first couple of years of her life and could try again, that hasn’t happened. Oh sure I will meet someone I’m sure – but the having another baby part probably not.
So here I am today, set up and ready to sell at a local baby and kids market.
Lucky my sister is with me, or I might not actually let anyone buy Bubba’s lovely things.
I feel like I am selling my soul … and pieces of my heart!