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Wordless Wednesday {comfort creature}

As sad as we both are, I can’t imagine going through this without my comfort creature, my favourite boy Beary.

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After you hear the words that can’t be unheared

We are looking at sooner rather than later to euthanise her … maybe this week. So, what exactly does go through your head after you hear the words that can’t be unheared? Monday 6 March But we have so much … Continue reading

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Broken and lost

It’s been 48 hours and the only two words I can use to adequately describe my state right now are: broken and lost.  I keep thinking I should do things like clean the house, tidy up the back garden in … Continue reading

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Learning to dance in the rain

Today Love Bug is going to kindy. Today the plumber is coming to sort out the leaky pipe in the laundry. Today I’m taking Bella to the vet for more tests. Today I’m making ice cream and bliss balls for … Continue reading

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There are so many things I want to say

Bella woke me up a little after 2 this morning. She paced the way she does when she wants me to get up – far enough from the bed that I can’t reach out and touch her, but close enough for … Continue reading

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On grief

I lay awake last night at a stupid hour thinking about my Daddy. I was also thinking about my friend Christiaan. And the paws of pup pals passed. About all of the guardian angels I have looking after me. Don’t … Continue reading

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Saying goodbye

My friend’s wife sent me an email a few days ago saying his health had deteriorated. Not two weeks prior he had emailed me to say he was feeling great and was looking forward to taking her to Monte Carlo … Continue reading

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