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After you hear the words that can’t be unheared

We are looking at sooner rather than later to euthanise her … maybe this week. So, what exactly does go through your head after you hear the words that can’t be unheared? Monday 6 March But we have so much … Continue reading

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Broken and lost

It’s been 48 hours and the only two words I can use to adequately describe my state right now are: broken and lost.  I keep thinking I should do things like clean the house, tidy up the back garden in … Continue reading

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An obituary for my dog

 Bella Destiny {loved up pup, Bella the wonderpup, Belle, honey, sweet pea, honeybun [Love Bug’s favourite of late], buddy, precious, pup pal, fuzzy love, fluff bum, fuzzy soul mate, grand-pup, my heart dog}, 11 years 10 months 4 days. Late … Continue reading

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An inoperable tumour

Wednesday afternoon I’m glad I took notes because after I hung up all I could hear repeated in my ears was: an inoperable tumour … palliative care … wish I had better news … she’s had a good long life … … Continue reading

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Senator Love Bug

Wandering home from school on Tuesday and Love Bug just casually drops into the conversation that she has been voted one of two Class Senators. For my somewhat reserved Love Bug this is a huge deal. I had such a … Continue reading

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Infinitesimal

When this photo popped up on my Facebook memories feed this morning, I wondered if I could ever have imagined the love I felt in that moment would come to feel infinitesimal compared to the love I feel today? I’ve … Continue reading

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The most amazing thing your body can do

Love Bug and I were talking about growing a bubba in my tummy. No, no, no – not another one, we were talking about her as a bubba! I said to her isn’t it amazing what your body can do? Her response? Mumma, … Continue reading

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