Tag Archives: sadness

An inoperable tumour

Wednesday afternoon I’m glad I took notes because after I hung up all I could hear repeated in my ears was: an inoperable tumour … palliative care … wish I had better news … she’s had a good long life … … Continue reading

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Bubba sad

This morning we were at grandma’s for Easter brunch. We’d only been there a few minutes when Bubba started to cry. And by cry I mean wail. Inconsolable. Eventually my sister took her for a walk around the block. But … Continue reading

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Just like I’d imagined it

As Love Bug and I sat playing on Sunday afternoon, mixing up cups of tea and making pretend food (which she then taste tested on Bella and Beary as well as me!) I thought to myself: this is just like … Continue reading

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The weight of the world

Earlier this week I took this photo of Bubba. It was first thing in the morning and she looked like she had the weight of the world on her shoulders. She was okay once she’d been awake for an hour … Continue reading

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Some days are tough

I promised I would always be honest about my motherhood journey. Some days are tough. I seem to have had a string of them lately and they’re really bringing me down. I chose to start this journey on my own, … Continue reading

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Is melancholy contagious?

I have to wonder if my melancholy is contagious? If so, it seems Bubba may have caught it – if only momentarily! Unfortunately, this moment coincided with my attempting to take her 12 month photos … Turning one is tricky … Continue reading

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The overwhelming enormity of it all

I’m a glass half full girl. I see the positive in most situations. I believe in people. But today the overwhelming enormity of it all settled like a black cloud just above my head – and that cloud wouldn’t go … Continue reading

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