Tired tired tired tired tired. And don’t want to wait any more. And feeling a little sick and warm. Again. Maybe because of the injection this morning, but hoping because of bubba. Nauseous may be partly to do with all of Friday’s drama, but by Saturday horizontal was way better than vertical. ALL. DAY.

I have felt really scared the past couple of days. One week today until I can find out. My temperature is still up slightly. My nausea is definitely still in residence. I am exhausted. Last night I had really dull but consistent cramps that kept me awake (worrying!) and this morning my nipples are sore and I have pimples on my forehead – 4 of them – like teenagers get! Gross!

All of these things are because of a potentially blissful outcome so can’t help but also feel on top of the world. Only to come crashing back down when I got a message from friends that their surrogate isn’t viable due to insufficient eggs. Bloody hell! Now they have to wait until a couple of months. It’s such an incredible roller coaster of emotions for everyone!