If it is to be it is up to me

If it is to be it is up to me.

IT. IS. UP. TO. ME.

At the moment those 10 letters are causing me a good deal less sleep and a good deal more stress. Decisions, decisions, decisions. My brain feels like a washing machine – spinning around in one direction then making a quick change to spin the other way.

I have four lives to consider in my decision making, and I need to make the decisions that are best for all of us. The path of least stress for everyone. Or do I need to cause a great deal of stress then hope it all settles down quickly and becomes the change for the better?

Do I put us all entirely out of our comfort zone and cross our paws it works out. Or do I keep us as comfortable as possible with as little change for everyone other than mumma?

It’s times like these I wish I had a partner to make decisions together. Being a grown up is so over-rated some days!!

If it is to be it is up to me

{I heard the saying in the title of this post at a work conference about 15 years ago, I don’t know who to reference it to but it has always stuck in my head. }

About bumpyroadtobubba

Mumma to Poppy Grace (born January 2011); forever friend to my furry buddies Bella & Bear; love spending time with family & friends, cooking, reading, writing, design & watching trashy TV (when I find time)! I try to perform one random act of kindness each day & think more people should learn a lesson in unconditional love & acceptance from our 4-legged furry friends. This is my journey to motherhood & beyond - single by chance, mother by choice.
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One Response to If it is to be it is up to me

  1. No surprise that this saying stays in your head. It’s the truest ever. But whether you make the right decision or make your decision right, it’ll all work out. Mummas have a way of making that happen.

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