I’ve got no va va voom.
I’m tired. No, make that exhaust-piped. Fatigued.
My light’s not on.
I feel flat.
I’ve got to do lists for my to do lists.
I’m worried about Beary.
I’m worried about Bella picking up on Beary’s stress and it upsetting her more.
I don’t know why Bubba has been whingey? She and Beary are normally such happy little critters. So I’m worried about Bubba.
I need some me time – but I spend so much time at work that I miss my kids when I’m not with them. When I have the time, I feel like I should be with them, not spending time doing stuff for me. I think that’s called mother guilt.
I haven’t been on a date in two years. Yep, you read that right: two years! That’s over 700 days.
I seem to have lost my mojo. Has anyone seen it?
If you do see it, please return it to me, stat.
I miss it.
4 Comments Add yours
oh honey I know exactly how you are feeling…it’s not easy. Wish I was there to look after the kids for a few hours for you so you could go for a pamper, or take you out for a cocktail and flirt with boys, or at least pop over for a cuppa. I hate us being so far away. It will all improve soon, I promise. Bear will be ok, he’s just adjusting, and Pops and Bels are also going to be ok. Just look after yourself and remember that where you are, I have been, and I got through it and am happier than ever now, and you will be too!! Love you xxx
Just look at Bubba and Bella & Bear and you will know that you and your life are full of mojo.
I love the way you wrote this. It really makes it easy to imagine what you’re going through. Quite understandable when you add a move onto an already very busy life.