I’ll blow out the candle because it’s too far from heaven

It’s a big week for us.

Today my daddy would have been 76, as hard as that is to imagine. He was only a couple of years older than I am now when he died.

I'll blow out the candle because it's too far from heaven

What would he look like as a 76 year old man? If I imagine him as he was – then squint a little, think that his chicken legs and arms would probably have gotten thinner, his middle maybe a little rounder, and his candy cut would probably now be a lovely bald head with a few sprouting white hairs here and there.

Even though his arms would probably be thinner, it would still be lovely to feel them wrapped around me. And to feel him wrapped in one of Love Bug’s team cuggles.

Love Bug asked me if we were going to have a party for him. We talked about the fact that even though he can’t come from heaven for the party, that he’s always with us in our hearts. She decided that tonight we will share one cupcake and one candle. We’ll sing really loudly so he can hear us, but that she will blow out the candle.

Because it’s too far from heaven.

About bumpyroadtobubba

Mumma to Poppy Grace (born January 2011); forever friend to my furry buddies Bella & Bear; love spending time with family & friends, cooking, reading, writing, design & watching trashy TV (when I find time)! I try to perform one random act of kindness each day & think more people should learn a lesson in unconditional love & acceptance from our 4-legged furry friends. This is my journey to motherhood & beyond - single by chance, mother by choice.
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4 Responses to I’ll blow out the candle because it’s too far from heaven

  1. Gosh that little girl has so much love in her heart. Like mumma, like daughter. Thinking of you all xoxo

  2. Margaret Beirne says:

    This is too beautiful altogether!! I’m still crying each time I read it.

    Thinking of you, Poppy and your dad with great love and affection.

    Aunty Marg xo

  3. Star says:

    I am so sorry for your loss and wish all the best for the celebrations of Grandpa’s birthday

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